Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Someone...

It must be sad to Love someone and cant tell anyone.
It must be sad to Miss someone and cant tell that Someone.
It must be sad to being Hurt by Someone and cant tell anyone.
It must be sad to want to Be with Someone and that Someone belongs to Someone.

I believed in Life, everyone is meant for Someone.
All we got to do is be Patient and that Faith to wait for that Someone.
One day, just one day, the right One will be your Someone.

-End-

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Chock-a-block

One of those word that just cross my mind and get me "Smiling"

"Chock-a-block"

Somehow, whenever I remember this word, it just make me smile. I've learn some funny words, but this is always my favorite.

A cooling night, skies are dark outside.
All I can see is my table lamp and light from my lappy.
Can hear the wind blowing outside.
It's the time of the year that, people start to pack and ready to head back home for Christmas and New Year.
Sure make me miss my baby girl and my family a lot, being away from home and all.
Congrats to those who have graduated and are on the next phase of your life.
To those who are home for holidays, "Enjoy" and kindly, bring back some good stuff.
To those who are still in Adelaide, ... and ... and ... and er..., ..., no comment.

I just love random moment like this, cause I am feeling so peaceful and calm right now.

"Love is a strange thing. It does not matter who you are.
It does not matter whether you are giving or receiving it,
once you give or received it, it just makes you feel good."
Give it a try. *wink*

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

Letting go of the past...

I was just watching my all time favorite movie "Lion King", amazingly, I was amaze by it.

There are a few scene that really teach me something about what I am going through right now...

Look hard
He lives in you
Have I forgotten who I am
Look inside myself
Take our place in our life
remember who I am
He is not going to leave us
A change is good, but not easy.

I have been running from the past for so long... All it take is a beat on the head...what have I learn? Although my past hurt, but there are only 2 things I can learn from my past, either I can run from it, or learn from it. I have learn my mistake...now is time I claim my throne again.
Now, is time I challenge myself and bring myself out of this PAST that I have been living in.

Can you hear it? The wind have change their direction...time to change abel, time to change.
Yeah~ I have finally learn to take my first step forward and become myself again.

Why do human make mistake? Easy, so that we can learn from it and be a better person. So, be a better person. Now, stop running and start facing.


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Saturday, November 1, 2008

Top 5 in my playlist!

I have decided to share some, little, music with you all.
Hopefully upload it and let you guys have a taste of it as well.

The "Top 5" is at the bottom right of the blog. *Wink*
#1 Hillsong London - Hail to The King
#2 Christian City Church - For Your Glory
#3 Lincoln Brewster - Today Is The Day
#4
Chris Tomlin - Hello Love
#5
JJ Lin 林俊傑 - Sixology 陸

Yes, I listen to Chinese song as well...I am Asian as well, what do you aspect?

Next up, to all those John Legend fans out there...
Evolver

















Also...MLTR fans out there...for old time sake... Eternity



















There you have it! Have a Musicful day.

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Extra, Extra, read all about it!

Yes people, esp those student who are studying in Austrlia, Yes, I am talking to you!
okie, i came across something kind of useful to us all in Oz.
Something new for us all...maybe not new to everyone...anyway,


*Click on the LOGO*

I came across this website...its one of the best thing ever...
now we don't have to go China town to get that silly IDD call card, plus its cheaper.
All AUD 10 call card are reduce to AUD 8.99, worth it, no?
Here i assume most of us have got Visa/Master credit/debit card.
If not, u can always get one from BankSA.
One of those debit card, that we can apply for free. As long as we're a student.

So, now, we don't have to worried about what card to use, where to buy, the most pain is after 5pm, when all shops are close,etc,etc.

Now, does that sound good or what?

I myself just bought a "LITE" call card...this one seems good to call M'sia. (Mobile)

So, enjoy calling back home. Have a great day~

p/s: if u ever come across line that are "bad" or "good", do let me know and I'll let u know as well. Avoid us from using lousy services.

*Smile*


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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Ladies and Gentlemen...I bring to u...Ray LaMontagne

Guys, listen up, this guy is going to be big soon~
He is just awesomeness!
He's a powderful singer, an inspiration to many as well.
Check him out...judge for urself.

Hope U enjoy he's work as much as I do.




Enjoy~


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Friday, October 17, 2008

21 days FAST!

Yes, I just finish my 21 days fast...feeling pretty awesome now.
For the first time, I am on a "Meat" fast, meaning no meat for 21 days.
It almost kill me, cause I don't eat fish and seafood are kind of costly in Australia, on top of that, i'm not so vegetarian. Sum it up, yeah, a big challenge.
But, I am so so glad, I manage to finish my fast!
I have never feel so healthy in my whole life. *Smile*

Side track: I am raise in family that eat meat, like lots of meat. Let me say that again...Lots of MEAT! We can have like a small plate of vege and 3 plates of meat. *Doink*

back to fast... anyway, this time round, I am feeling pretty awesome! Cause after the fast, it sort of make me realize this, God do come through in so many ways...
- He answer your prayer in His own timing (This is not something to make us feel better, but its just His timing)
- Answered prayer might not be exactly what we want, cause He know what is best for Us. Not Us!
- It is when we are weak, He is strong. That's when we know how much we need Him.
- One thing I am sure is that, when we fast, those bad things that normally do not happen to us, will come knocking on your door one after another. I cheat you not, plus we are fasting it makes us weak and we get frust easily. This is when we need to calm down and put our trust in Him.
- Good for "emo" control as well. *Wink*
- DIET is not what we are looking for here, but seriously, not on your normal diet, sure will help a bit as well don't you think? *Doink*

You know what I love most about fasting? It's when the fast is over. A small accomplishment do make you feel so Fresh, physically and mentally and spiritually.
Although, fasting might be tough, but the reward is just ... *Awesomeness*

To all those who are still fasting, keep up the good work and press on.
He is watching and He is impress!

Have a great fast~

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

from 98 Degrees to Fun Factory

It was back in 1998, when Abel was still a little young fat boy...he remember playing this song on his radio, over and over again. Though he did not know what it meant back then, but he just love the song.

The song goes...

Ooh, ooh, ooh
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Ooh, ooh
I don't know whether to laugh or cry (to laugh or cry)
I don't know whether to live or die (live or die)
And it cuts like a knife (cuts like a knife)
She's out of my life
Ooh, ooh, ooh
She's out of my hands
Ooh, oh... She's out of my hands
To think for two years that she was here
And I took her for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
And so..
So I've learned, that love is no possession
And I've learned, that love won't wait yeah
Now I've learned, love needs expression
But I've learned (learned) much too late
And she's out of my life
Out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
Ooh, ooh, ooh
She's out of my life

Gosh...back then this song was just a song..now this song is like... Amazing!
Guess sometimes, we really don't know what we're missing until we miss that something.
Cherish the people around you, cause once it is gone, it is gone.



Now then...back in 1996, when Abel is younger then 1998, he fall in love with this song...

I love you
You know that I'll do
What can I do to find the truth.
You know I love you
Forever and ever,
We'll be together
And I'll do it all
Just for you

From the first time I saw you, u had my heart.
I didn't know how to talk to you, I didn't know how to start.
2 weeks later I saw you again,
My heart was beating faster it was adrenalin.
Your eyes, your smile, and your beautiful face,
You caught me in the act
And I thought I lost the way.
Let me tell you that I'm shivering inside,
I wanna hold your hand,
I wanna hold u tight

Please be with me, my love so deep, what can i do to be with you?

I love you
You know that I'll do
What can I do to find the truth.
You know I love you
Forever and ever,
We'll be together
And I'll do it all
Just for you

Sitting in the room , waiting by my phone.
Driving on the tour bus, can't wait to come home
Miles and miles between the two of us.
I need you girl or my heart will bust.
I know it's hard for you when I'm far away.
But every single hour and every single day
I think of you in a special way.
I love you girl in my heart just stay

Please be with me, my love so deep , what can i do to be with you?
I love you
You know that I'll do
What can I do to find the truth.
You know I love you
Forever and ever,
We'll be together
And I'll do it all
Just for you

This goes out to all the lovers outside.
If you once find the right person, never let her go away



Yeah...pretty much, those are the songs that Abel love back then...back into that portal, back into the past, down that small little innocent mind. What he learn from this 2 songs is, when you really found that right person, cherish her and spend time with her like there is no tomorrow.
Don't look back and regret.

"Live to Love, Love and Live"

Friday, October 3, 2008

Ever feel...

yes...It's COMPLICATED. That's what I am feeling rite now.
Ever feel ... er....how shud i put it...
Ok, Ever feel love that are amazingly painful and yet sweet, kind of love?
This is the kind of feeling that is like, drinking SLURPEE!
U drink it so fast and hard that it makes u feel good and after that you get brain freeze and make u go crazy? That kind of feeling?
Or its like eating "Bah Kut Teh" AKA Pork Rib Tea (For ang mo who dun know Hokkien). Yes, when they prepared that dish, u can smell it, taste it in ur nose, goes into ur lungs and then back to ur brain. When the dish is serve, u open it up..smoke gets in ur eye...next thing u do...take a spoonful of soup...drink it...its so "SHIOK"...but it burn ur tongue after that? *DOink*

This is the kind of feelings im talkin about now...
I am having a very sweet moment now and that moment changes every minutes.
It sure is weird, but I am getting use to it and are slowly taking control over the situation now.

What a wonderful night~ *Smile*

Monday, September 29, 2008

林俊傑 - 期待你的愛



My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅

(girl)想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
(girl)我要勇敢 大声说出来

(girl)期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
(girl)我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
(girl)不要走 开
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱


True Love wait~



Thursday, September 25, 2008

Beautiful from Within

Do you ever wonder how come some people can be so Dark inside, yet are so Bright outside or vise versa.
Sometimes, I really wonder what makes a person shine and attractive?
Is it the way they dress, make up, talk, walk and etc.
It is really hard to tell when someone is actually good or bad.

Our five senses are useless against detecting someone's inner self.

We can smell someone's BO, but we cant smell their attitude
We can see they are not well dress, but we cant see their value.
We do hear good or bad stuff about someone, but they might be different from what we hear.
We can Touch and feel their soft body, but they might be stubborn inside.
Lastly...guess we can't taste them as well...in or out. *Smile*

So, how do we tell whether a person is good or bad, happy or sad, rich or poor, sick or healthy and so on?
We CAN'T!
The only way we can do that is, get to know that person long n well enough, eventually we will find out. Won't it be sad if we don't give chances to someone who might be your best buddy for life? Or someone who might safe you in time of troubles?
I believe in life, there are always someone who we can trust and be trusted by someone.

I bet, if not all of us, most of us have met some bad people in our life. Still, is that really an excuse to stop us from being someone's someone?

God created day and night, black and white and everything nice.

Everyone deserve a second chance, so do you.

Good things are hard to find, it's just hard not impossible, so, go FIND!
U can taste it if u wanna *Wink*

Cheerio~

Saturday, September 20, 2008

If I never knew you

I am so sorry...
It would have been better if we never met...thing will not happen

I would rather die tomorrow, if I am to live a hundred years without knowing you.

sometimes...just sometimes...don't you wish things are not as complicated as it is?

Dedicate this song to you...


Smith
If I never knew you
If I never felt this Love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be


And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me


In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever

If I never knew you

Pocahontas
I thought our love would
be so beautiful
Somehow we made the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they'd leave us where these whispers in the night
But still my heart is singing
We were right

Pocahontas (Smith)
For if I never knew you (There's no moment I regret)
If I never knew this love (Since the moment that we met)
I would have no inkling of
(If our time has gone too fast)
How precious life can be (I've lived at last...)

Smith

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky


Pocahontas
Never
knowing why

Both
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you



Saturday, July 19, 2008

Brand new begining...

hey, it's been a while since I last put a word here. Let's see...
Wow...
Since April, and its July now...
from Autumn to Winter...
Awesome...
it's been that long...
*No proud at all*

Alright, let the story begin..

Extra, Extra, read all about it...
new Hillsong album [This is Our God]

one word, awesomeness
Do get it while it's hot.

Next,
It's still winter out there, kinda cold though,but I'm Loving it.
You know what, sometimes, we really don't know when things are going to change or be different. One thing im sure is, if we hold on and believe that things will change and will be different, nothing is impossible. Also, stop blaming other people, devil, god and God. But think about ourselves first. Is that all we can do?

"Defeat Your Enemies With Success!"

I've decided to start a new life and fight for my LIFE again, not going to do it alone anymore.
Just hoping to see that SunLight again, its been so long, the Light I have been longing for...
Gonna get through this for sure. *Smile*
Till then... good night.

Saturday morning, 0313, Calm and Happy me. *Smile*

Be Bless~

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

DHL = Down Hell Lousy



Yeah, they only look good on advertisement.
Ever since young, we have been filled with the services that DHL provided.
Guess what? It is nothing compare to the one we saw at all.


This is what happen...



















Yes, as you can see from above, the package are sent from Sydney to Adelaide.
It is not like from Malaysia to Australia, its a domestic packages, how slow can they get?

There are a few things that I really hate hearing from DHL now...
1) It will be delivered to you from 9am - 12pm.
2) It will be a bit later, but you'll get it from 12pm - 5pm.
3) I am sure that you will get your stuff by today.
4) Sorry, due to public holiday, there were many stuff to send.
5) Is it 5:30pm already? Yours will be there soon.
6) Yours will be delivered first thing in the morning. (Next day)

Today, is the next day. I think i have change a lot, normally, if things like that happen, i would have been making lots of complain by now...still i wait. You know why? Cause someone called me early in the morning (8:30am) to confirm my address.(This is so Cruel) giving me false hope of getting it in the morning...I waited again... the time now is 12:30 pm.

Guess enough is enough, I finally exploded.
I called and really make a big fuss now.
It does require some pushing sometimes, they get a hold of the driver for me and tell me that, they'll send it to me in half and hour time(time now is 12pm)
... right now as I am typing here, it is 12:34 now...sigh...guess a false hope again.
so...what happen next? Wait until tonight?

DHL, I wonder what is your excuses now?
Is it because that, I am an Asian?
Or is it because I am not a big company?
Man...this really "Peace" me off...what now? wait some more? How long more?
Your services is the WORST ever, I hope no one ever use your services and UPs or FedEx kick your yellow red butt. Useless!

Still waiting...sigh...Hope they show up soon...

Monday, April 28, 2008

AUGUST RUSH


Im so INTO this movie now...Music really is everywhere~

2 Special Songs for u all~ thanks to Jonathan Rhys Meyers



Something Inside:

When the one thing you're looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head's wrapped around what's around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you're shivering cold
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

So long you've been running in circles
'Round what's at stake
But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head's wrapped around what's around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you're shivering cold
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had

It's the first thing you see when you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you



This time:


Tonight the sky above
Reminds me of you, love
Walking through wintertime
Where the stars all shine
The angel on the stairs
Will tell you I was there
Under the front porch light
On a mystery night

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

The neon lights in bars
And headlights from the cars
Have started a symphony
Inside of me
The things I left behind
Have melted in my mind
And now there's a purity
Inside of me

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time...

Friday, April 11, 2008

It's a beautiful morning!















Yeah~ a little rain always remind me of Malaysia.
No matter where I am, it always make me feel like home.
I don't know whether is it just me, but it really just make me feel so good whenever it rain.

*Snap* back to Oz, the weather is just FINE, cooling wind and gloomy weather, man, it's just one of the thing that you come to Australia for.

I just found 2 very cool video on Utube.com, it was Bailey, Legend and Mayer on the 2007 Grammy, it is by far the greatest collaboration. Good music are really hard to find now, esp those really talented one (side track a bit, "Marie Digby" she nice as well) *Wink*

*groar* that's the sound of my tummy... I am hungry...but lazy to move, as it is raining outside.
Going to get myself some food now, but I am Lazy...the weather makes me want to just stay in and enjoy my cup of tea. Help... fighting against my tummy now.

Alrite, have a rainiful day!

Cheerio!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

I'm back~ Cheerio!

Yes people, Im back in Oz again.
So what happen??? Million dollar question I guess...
Apology and thanks to all those who are concerned and worried.
I am pretty much still alive and kicking, just that I decided to take some time out and get hold of myself before I really loose it. It is just something I have to do.

Amazing thing happen back home...someone got thrown into the pool (Poor Cindy) haha...seriously this is what happen...















Both together: Smooooochhhhhh~


What the? No, I did not turn into a gay or in a gay bar...this is something that people sacrifice in order for their brother to see his bride! Salute~




















The MAN: Oh man, I'm so so happy...this is the day, THE DAY! Finally, this is the day. yeah~

The Best men: That chick over there is hot, gonna get her number after this. Yeah, 2 O'clock as well. Sweet.

Frodo (Ring barrier): Is she coming? I'm really tired of holding this ring, must they walk so slow?

Yeah, that's my one and only Big Brother. He's big day! Really proud of them (Bro and Sis in law). Why did I say that? If only you know their love story (which might take me ages to tell). Long story short, people don't fall in love like the way they do anymore. They have been together since Form 1? I don't really remember the age, but it was way way back in the good old days kind of stuff.















Bride's dad: One, Two, Step. One Two Step. Got to get this right.

Bride: Almost there, almost there, why do we have to walk so slow and this flower is really heavy. (Yes, it is heavy. No joke, i picked that up myself. It is HEAVY)

That's the bride... music play...walking slowly down the isle... everyone go... "Awwwwww"
The Exchange of ring, the Vow, the Kiss, and finally, the happily ever after.




















Everone: 1, 2, 3, HAPPY! hahahaha

Gonna post more photo on ma facebook...



Here, I would like to send my congrats to my lovely brother and Sister-In-Law.
Welcome to the family and may the Lord continue to use the both of you mightily in His Kingdom.
May the life from here on be as sweet as they have been.

God Bless!

Cheers~

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Gong Xi Fa Cai! Happy Chinese New Year 2008

In case I didn't get to wish you, here's my most sincere wish to you.

Gong Xi Fa Cai

I will be right back very soon. Gonna keep you guys up2date on my where about~

Stay Tune~

Have a Blessed day~